waking up in the morning ,  in front  of a Mirror ,i am afraid. what i see. i see something i hated most   i found noting but a total selfish .who don’t know the meanings of  sacrifice / compromise . i am so sad. i didn’t expect to explore me some day in this way at least not at this age. i thought i would be a legend someday … someday i will win this world. … but i can not see me anymore. i can accept it…..